Motivation to live....

I am dead... why am I dead? I remember the sentence i have read somewhere that life is all about living, nothing in this world will be so horrible to make you feel that, it would be better if you were dead.

Then why I am feeling this? When I prod my senses, i thought it's my pessimistic approach. Person should be strong, and what will make him strong, his faith in him, his confidence in himself and on top of that how much he respect for himself.

I think I should wait, let the time go by. I think if somehow I stand this twister, life will be very beautiful after that. There are lot of people who love me and they believe in me, then I should also believe in their faith.

This thought has really pepped me up and I think this will turn out to be my motivation to live now...

Love you mom , love you Dad.

The Real IDENTITY THEFT

IDENTITY THEFT is the very common words these days. But in my case i will go with the literal meanings. How do you feel when your identity is stolen by somebody or may be by life.

You are sitting near a lake and suddenly you feel lost, the world around is not familiar, if you start looking back, the past is not yours. You feel like someone has stolen 2 years from your life. How will you think if all the joy, sadness, struggle, success, failure is stolen by somebody. This is called the Real IDENTITY THEFT.

Why all this happened?

I am feeling scared, I am feeling as if my heart will stop beating. It's not something I have ever wished. But I never thought my desire to keep my friend happy will end up making me the most unhappy person in this world.